Wednesday, May 18, 2011

the hell

Forgive me,
But coming from a multiracial company, i thought that you guys support that whole 1 Malaysia thinga majig but it is actually, a lie...a lie i tell u!
Other than that, you descriminate me, your so called own kind just because I dont wear a hijab. A hijab wearing person actually, get this..descriminate a non hijab wearing person on the reason that, I have more sins (hence no hijab)

Ko bodoh ke hapa??? Ko nak kena sekeh dengan aku?

Dude...I am surprised that actually I am quite patient in handling all your stupid shenenigans. Idiots!

Dude...having an upper degree level does not actually make you a better person.

Dude..upon graduation, woring with daddy dearest's company does not make you super smart and well respected. I have a few friends who upon graduation took over their parents' companies' but these people earned my respect. They work hard. They started from below. They deserve their every bit of success
and dude...working exceeding your working hours everyday of the week does not make you a valuable employee. It goes to show, what the hell have you been doing from morning till afternoon? Hello...time management.. Does that ring any bells? Okay some do need to work extra hours but that is their effort. But if there is nothing else to do yet you stayed back just to show the boss that you stayed back, doesnt that means that you are actually, bodeking???
damn dude..

you are really one piece of...sh....t

Sunday, May 8, 2011

this is a cry for help

my friend Lily whom i met after years of MIA..finally re submerge from her hideout
Like me, she too is a mother, a wife and she is going bonkers with the one whom she married with;
" Lisa, I kinda am going through a rough patch. My husband is not a husband. He abuses me mentally and physically. One day i turned up to work with bumps and bruises and when people asked, i just told them that i had a migraine and fell and hit myself. I kinda have no belief in God anymore becos the more I pray to Him, the more i feel neglected. He never loves me, The only reason he married me was I came from a well to do family and he would like to share the wealth. Well, not share actually, more like taking them all. My credit card has went busted, i never even get the chance to pay off some of my study loans becos he kept on demanding for money. His bike got repossess yet he claimed that it got stolen. When I have delivered my second baby I had to fork out my own money to pay off the hospital bills becos he doesn't has the money but during that time, he just had his bonus. The company gave him some money for the baby as a gift yet he used them up to buy some stupid accessories for his bass. He promised me that he's gonna set up an account for my second baby but it has been 8 months, nothing. Whenever i mentioned this he just act nonchalant and smack me in the face. I don't believe in God, He never listens to my prayers. I wanted him to divorce me but he never do it becos he knew if that happen, where would he live? how would he eat? I have went to extreme measure to the point I took up Christianity, chanting Lord Jesus' name as my saviour in order for him to divorce me as I can be deemed as murtad"
Oh my, how can I help you? I was about to tell her the same thing  but compared to the situation that I am facing, this is MAJOR trouble.
I was left speechless. All I can offer her was a hug and a shoulder to cry on. My feminist side suddenly came back to life, telling me this;
" Yes Lisa, men are pigs"
I couldn't agree more